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i tdid tell him a little. i was vague but i gave him what details i could. i know Nanami did too. oh yeah he's someone i went to school with who was a year behind me but now he's here and he's like 30 or something. that's a whole other story

i told him he had to listen to an apology. he didn't react much but tbh i know where he just came from at home and it was really fucking awful too. someone we were protecting got murdered in front of him. he thought the same person murdered me. he's shellshocked. so honestly how can i expect him to process all that stuff at once. i probably should have waited but i couldn't. i couldn't look at him another second without making him listen to me

i somehow need to like

separate him into two people in my head now

ghosts of Suguru past and future, haunting me in the present

the one thing i am sure of is that he will be better here. we're not sorcerers here. he had it probably the worst out of anyone. he can rest now. what worries me is that being taken from him against his will too soon. disappearing before he's ready to go, or waking up from a different point in his life.

i keep trying to remind myself i can't fix what happen but i can make things going forward better. cuz you're right, those seeds were planted, they festered, and now here we are. or here i am.

and if you're offering to conjure me up what i am assuming from the name is porn #1 wow what and #2 i'll take one of each

I'm really fortunate that everyone from my world is roughly from the same time. Sure, my dad is from farther along, but pretty sure all he's done is drink and ew sleep around since I saw him.

Oh, murder. Yeah, that's uh, been there, fucking sucks. I don't even remember what most people said to me after that. Don't take it personally if he wasn't following the apology. You can always apologize again later. If it helped you, that's good. Did some good.

That's the thing. Whatever the fuck awful shit happens by your time, that's not him yet. He's... this past version. And the future version, that's all in your head because that guy isn't here. You have who you have, and that's what you can focus on. Thirteen brought him here now, from the time he's from, not your future ghost of Suguru. People usually are here a good while before they wake up from a different point in their lives.

You two just have to be interesting, have to work on yourselves as you are now. Make it so Thirteen can't get what you two are doing here any other way and that's a damn good reason to keep things how they are. I know it must be damn near impossible to let go of that, hearing that so soon after you both got here, but I've been here a year and a half. Neither Harrow nor I have gotten older since we got here. Look to the lesbians in your life. It can be okay.

Better going forward is the right attitude. Those seeds haven't festered yet, not for him. That's what's most important. That's what you can do shit about.

You know it. And you're welcome.

then i guess i'm a gardener now. time to kill some weeds before they get out of hand.

somehow. idk how. i just need some time. this all happened so fast.

thanks gideon. i owe you. i guess next time the porn is on me.

The good news is you have some time and I'm here to help when you need it. I guess you could call this your proper welcome to folkmore because it's intense level of shit. (I got to break down a block of ice containing my own corpse to get my sword back, long story)

You're welcome. Keep the porn lesbian for me. You can have all the dicks.

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