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Gideon Nav ([personal profile] necrosavior) wrote2021-07-02 10:51 pm
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[personal profile] honored_one 2023-12-30 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
i tdid tell him a little. i was vague but i gave him what details i could. i know Nanami did too. oh yeah he's someone i went to school with who was a year behind me but now he's here and he's like 30 or something. that's a whole other story

i told him he had to listen to an apology. he didn't react much but tbh i know where he just came from at home and it was really fucking awful too. someone we were protecting got murdered in front of him. he thought the same person murdered me. he's shellshocked. so honestly how can i expect him to process all that stuff at once. i probably should have waited but i couldn't. i couldn't look at him another second without making him listen to me

i somehow need to like

separate him into two people in my head now

ghosts of Suguru past and future, haunting me in the present

the one thing i am sure of is that he will be better here. we're not sorcerers here. he had it probably the worst out of anyone. he can rest now. what worries me is that being taken from him against his will too soon. disappearing before he's ready to go, or waking up from a different point in his life.

i keep trying to remind myself i can't fix what happen but i can make things going forward better. cuz you're right, those seeds were planted, they festered, and now here we are. or here i am.

and if you're offering to conjure me up what i am assuming from the name is porn #1 wow what and #2 i'll take one of each
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[personal profile] honored_one 2023-12-31 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
then i guess i'm a gardener now. time to kill some weeds before they get out of hand.

somehow. idk how. i just need some time. this all happened so fast.

thanks gideon. i owe you. i guess next time the porn is on me.